i guess some things are really beyond our control. no matter how much we dont want it to happen, or pretend it doesnt exist, it will still be there. we can try not to think of it, pretend it doesnt affect us. but we do know that, Yes, it actually does create an impact in our lives. probably theres nth you can do to salvage the situation, to make everything better. but i guess, maybe praying helps.

think about it, perhaps there are also things which makes you happy. not big actions of declaration of love, or gifts that are expensive. it might be an sms or a hug. i guess its the little things which makes a memory.

thankyou for everything you've done, though you wont read this.

happy father's day. (:
ilu.